Becoming of Age

I remember being much younger, just living life without any worries
Now that I am much older, I gotta pay the bills
Pay the rent, and get this money
I know I'll make it if I just take my time, yeah, I'm not in a hurry
Just wanna be alright, retire my mom for life
So she doesn't have to worry

Never had two parents living in the same household
Only had my mom, yeah no father figure in place
Had to grow up and learn life the hard way
Had to learn from my mistakes, but it turned me into who I am today

We'd all be doing stupid shit when we was just a kid
Now that we are much older
We just think about all we did and how we lived yeah
Aye, that life was easy, I can't forget, yeah
Just wanna go back in time and live that life of a youngin
Who always played and won in his games I have no shame to admit
I was an no life who just played video games in his room all day
But it was time for a change to pursue this music and
Chase the life that I always wanted, yeah
Yeah, The life that I always wanted, the life that I always wanted

Is to become rich and travel the world
Do what I want with a beautiful girl on my side, yeah
One who will bring out the best in me, yeah
One who will not lie, gonna keep grinding till I die
And while I do, I'm gonna catch my high
Smoking on exotic northern lights
When I'm too baked I cannot comply
Every time I'm smoking up my grass
I just be thinking about the past
Remembering all the times that I actually had a blast
But that shit just doesn't last
All of this desolation, I feel i've ammased, yeah
I feel i've ammased
All of this desolation, I feel i've ammased
Going out in public, I just mask my emotions
Trying my best to avoid this commotion
Feel like I'm drowning inside of the ocean
Feel like I'm drowning inside of the ocean, damn