To Go

I'll sleep through my alarms
Cause I don't wanna get up and start this thing again
Self care and self harm
It's just better to say that you won't do it again
But it tastes so good
What I know I had
Makes me feel so good when it's going bad
I don't wanna take it
But if you insist, I'll fake it

I'll get it to go
Tell me I should go
Should I save it all for later, or start it up again?
Should I go the extra distance and lose my only friend?
No, if it's just to go

It's hiding in the cupboards, under covers
In the shutters of my room
And I am doomed
The poisoning is comforting
The good side won't be here any time soon
What should I do?
If it tastes so good
What I know I had
Makes me feel so good when it's going bad
I don't wanna take it
But I'll smile and I'll fake it

I'll get it to go
Tell me I should go
Should I save it all for later, or start it up again?
Should I go the extra distance and lose my only friend?
No, if it's just to go
(Not full yet, not full yet)
(You full yet? You full yet?
(Not full yet, not full yet)
(More yet? Yes. More yet? Yes.)

I'll get it to go
Go go go go go
Tell me I should go
Go go go go go