Giving Up (feat. Yoda Digital)

I gave you something
It was a part of me
If i get the courage to do it
Then just remember me
Sisyphus like serotonin off the ecstasy
Pleasure me, like abuse of all the remedy
LSD, set me in a state of lunacy
THC got me crippled with anxiety
Reminds me of how I won't leave the computer screen
Makes me wonder of the person that I used to be
Cause I don't recognize me and its killing me whats up
And I'm digging through my memory while filling up my cup
And its full of burn holes, and dissociation
And every time I dig deeper i need a cheap vacation

Of drugs love and dopamine
I'm an addict fiend
The things I do will send you through a loop
Like the ketamine
Cause you really gotta live it to see what the fuck I mean
When you're scared to go to sleep, cause you know you'll have that dream
Drugs love and dopamine
I'm an addict fiend
The things I do will send you through a loop
Like the ketamine
Cause you really gotta live it to see what the fuck I mean
Dopamine, I'm an addict fiend

And I'm saving all the time
I've got left
Drifting in and out of all the faces I've met
Sunken in a state of disposition
I wept
Cracking open everything i've ever possessed

Turn position off
Crank diffusion up
Sink one more ship
To lighten the load

All it is
All it really is
Orange bottle of ambition
The center piece
And its full of burn holes, and dissociation
And every time I dig deeper I need a cheap vacation

Of drugs love and dopamine
I'm an addict fiend
The things I do will send you through a loop
Like the ketamine
Cause you really gotta live it to see what the fuck I mean
When you're scared to go to sleep, cause you know you'll have that dream
Drugs love and dopamine
I'm an addict fiend
The things I do will send you through a loop
Like the ketamine
Cause you really gotta live it to see what the fuck I mean
Dopamine, I'm an addict fiend

Shaking off
I'm giving up

Fighting every night
Send the kids inside
Spit into the eye of inhibition
All within the ledger lines

Turn position off
Crank diffusion up
Sink one more ship
To lighten the load

Fighting every night
Send the kids inside
Spit into the eye of inhibition
All within the ledger lines



Credits
Writer(s): Jalen Getchonis
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