The Whole Time

Trapped inside my mind wit thoughts that want me dead
I gotta clear my head so I call up some friends
It won't rain I feel tears hey let's go for a swim
I'm the first one to pool, but the last to get in
My life sure ain't a movie but I'm acting again
I wanna cry but I pretend that I'm laughing again
I envy my friends at this moment
I swear they are so happy but maybe we all just coping
We all cried when Red OD'd now we act like we all ain't notice
Is this why we smoke so much and sipping on this potion
Watt are they drowning out, I wonder watt they get down about
I wonder if they notice that I'm down and out
I want them to know tonight I'm signing out
Cuz I can't take all the abuse inside my house
If anybody loved me then someone should know
I don't say it but that don't mean that I don't let it show

The trauma
The stressing
Emotions
Aggression
These potions
Obsession
Depression
Acceptance

Lord I know it's coming I can't let it in
Battling these demons I can't let em win
I was broken and alone I had to heal myself
Whole time my city loved me I wanted to kill myself

The trauma
The stressing
Emotions
Aggression
These potions
Obsession
Depression
Acceptance

The trauma
The stressing
Emotions
Aggression
These potions
Obsession
Depression
Acceptance

Lord I know it's coming I can't let it in
Battling these demons I can't let em win
I was broken and alone I had to heal myself
Whole time my city loved me I wanted to kill myself

Lord I know it's coming I can't let it in
Battling these demons I can't let em win
I was broken and alone I had to heal myself
Whole time my city loved me I wanted to kill myself

Man I can even believe it
I wanted to kill myself
The Whole Time



Credits
Writer(s): Eugene Ellis
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