Misunderstood

I do this for my people secure them a life for I die
Put respect on my name
And I hope that the love both ways
You got nothin eat imma hand you my plate

Never bite the fuckin' hand that feeds you
Never show any type of bitch your weakness
Visited houses like Santa and I came back
With gifts, with the guys & cash like it was Christmas
Went OT just to get a new whip
I never saw a life in the trap for my kids
And we got enemies so I told broski
I won't trust security imma keep me a stick
So just hold on, give me a moment
Thought I was seeing clearly with my eyes open
But clearly I'm not, I'm stuck in the moment
Feelin' trapped in my mind with my heart open

Like uh

Enemies, Jealousy
They envy me, they watching me
I See it HD
Cold breeze, Winter breeze
Within the sheets, i'm not alone
Someone save me
Somebody once told me I couldn't change who I was
Now they prolly see me and maybe hate me
Had to kill my old self in the process
So I could have a better chance in trying to reshape me
Weed turned to a bad habit
But never trip when I don't have it
Cuz I ain't hooked to anything I'm just hooked on the mic
So I just sit back and produce magic
See it happen it's tragic
I'm on these bastard
The average rappers
Some full time actors
See me and they panic
Never trust no bitch
How could I trust models nothin bout em is real they made of plastic

What the the fuck is up with all this fake love
What the fuck is up with all these fake drugs
I think I'm tryna feel something but I'm to damn numb
I don't sleep at night time I just write my wrongs
Give me a paper and a pen I'll get in my zone
Cause they keep me company when i'm all alone
I tried to give you a hand but you done take my arm
Usually misunderstood I don't mean no harm

Like damn

Like maybe i'm still trying to reshape myself
I need some help
In need of wealth
Been pulling weight since I was twelve
Still trippin lately like uh