Hate to Lose

I ain't gon pick up the phone for you no I don't know what you be thinking
Put you on dnd now I didn't even know it be ringing
No you can't keep me down the time be changing different
I know you see me now but back then I ain't come like this

Hang up the phone
You know that I want you to leave me alone
Don't gotta waste your time and apologize get out my zone
Don't try to get with me now that I been on the road
My brothers ride with me stay loyal to the code

I been trying to stay around for you
I been drowning in what life be throwing at me
I ain't gon' lie I been loving this time alone
I don't know no more

I just been trippin I thought that I needed you in my life
The look in the mirror look back at me like it's a demon inside
Now I'm froze
Like I'm a deer in the headlight
I know they praying I don't make it big just leave the haters outside

I tried with you
Now I'm just glad I made it through
I vibed with you
Now I'm just tryna read the room
I ain't gon' lie I hate to lose
But now I'm winning cause I found you
Cause if you weren't here don't know what I would do
We're better together I know you know it too

Tell me what you see in me don't play around
I do what I can so I don't let you down
Patiently been waiting for the day to come and wake up in the morning and I'm confident in what I found

Just like the beat of this song you make my heart pound
It'll beat so loud you say do you hear that sound?

I'm tired of takin the L's cause I'm tryna get to the winning
Pull up on me we could hop in the whip and go back to beginning
Tapping the window cause you can't see in it cause I keep it tinted
Chilling inside of my room in the dark overthinking
Don't know why feel like I'm sinking
Cause really that don't be the vision
Who can relate?
Just fill the cup and put the drink in

I tried with you
Now I'm just glad I made it through
I vibed with you
Now I'm just tryna read the room
I ain't gon' lie I hate to lose
But now I'm winning cause I found you
Cause if you weren't here don't know what I would do
We're better together I know you know it too

I ain't gon' lie I hate to lose
But now I'm winnin' cause I found you
Cause if you weren't here don't know what I would do
We're better together I know you know it too