I Mean It

You frame yourself to sit so high
But it's a fine line walking through fear and pride
Another cloud just to save your face
But is that all that it takes?
Soothe? Fuck it
Soon it's all mine
There's mountains in mind that I won't climb
There's secrets on earth that I won't find
So laugh in its face at the wrong time

You'd fall so hard the earth would shake
I'm gonna live for that so one day I could take your place
Was that you gagging or trying to sing?
Still waiting on the next big thing
Move, because it's never you, hollow prize
You talk tall, but your body's saying otherwise
Fake a smile and write the line to fit the guise
When will you get it?
Your stomach's smaller than your eyes

Day by day
I see your faces and notice how they change
With expectations
I know it's wrong of me but I can't wait to watch you
Die
I mean it

Yourself alone
Inside your head
I never spoke
Without intent
They call your name
You pass the blame
You're a star(ving) god
How exciting it is just to know you
How many times you'll come apart
The gaps between stars is nothing at all
Compared to the empty space in your heart

Day by day
I see your faces and notice how they change
With expectations
I know it's wrong of me but I can't wait to watch you
Day by day (Promises)
I see your faces and notice how they change (Float like lead)
With expectations (Follow up)
I know it's wrong of me
But I can't wait to watch you (Bet you won't and now you...)
Die
I mean it