Hatred Guides Me

Fingers in your hair
And pregnancy scares

Oh you
Drink to ease the burden you bear
And in so many ways your still a child

Those whores at the bar
Crush your ambitions in between your open arms
When she's just a human like any other
Your hopeless charms

They make me, feel so alive

Those words remain like stains
The things that you say to me just never feel okay

And would you climb down the rope
I thought you'd never know

Well
It makes me, feel so a alive

I want you
Can't you see I'm drowning? There's no life guard at the pool
And in so many ways
My hatred guides me to you
My hands tied by my back I don't know what else I'm to do

It makes me, feel so alive

I'll strike and stab regret
With Percocets
The next morning you'll forget
All of the damage that you do to yourself
When you're numb, numb, shoot it into a vein

And hold me close
Cause baby the hotel soap don't wash the shame
When love lies bleeding

I want you
Can't you see I'm drowning? There's no life guard at the pool
And in so many ways
My hatred guides me to you
My hands tied by my back I don't know what else I'm to do

It makes me, feel so alive