Bummer

I know I've been a bummer
I'll be better by summer
The winter did a number
But I'm crawling back with all that I have

I'll get up early
To a world that has hurt me
And the lines are still blurry
But I'm drawing a map doing time and a half

It's difficult at best
And impossible the rest
I know it's been trying
And I know when you're lying
So don't even think about it
But once I find my feet
I'll be exactly what you need
I know that you don't believe in gambling
But honey you can bet on me
You can bet on me
You can bet on me
You can bet on me

I know you're keeping track of
My bad habit back up
But it's not all it's cracked up
No you're just wasting time on impossible rhymes

It's never been worth it
Searching for perfect
But somewhere in the middle with a little room to wiggle
Well I think we'd make it work

It's repetitive at best
Retracing all your steps
I know it's been trying
And I know when you're lying
So don't even think about it
But once I find my feet
I'll be exactly what you need
I know that you don't believe in gambling
But honey you can bet on me

And it gets so loud just as you're losing it
Quiet now you weren't even using it
All that it did was make you sick
You don't have to pretend there was value in it
Some things just hurt there's no lesson to learn in it
Get to close it'll just end up burning you down
And salting the ground
'Til there's no getting out
'Til there's no getting out

So you gather up your breath
Like it's all that you have left
I know it's been trying
And I know when you're lying
So don't even think about it
But once I find my feet
I'll be exactly what you need
I know that you don't believe in gambling
But honey you can bet on me
You can bet on me
You can bet on me