All But Believed In

Wasting the day
With my nervous mistakes
All in stride for the time I'm alive

Washed out in pictures
The promises flicker
I ponder the life of a lie

As I choose to let go
Of the lump in my throat
I'll decide when there's nothing to feel

Sick of the blame
Every day feels the same
Try to hide in the lines that I lie

Save your story
I'm not listening
No you'll never
Find what you're missing

How's it just over
I can't take your nightmare
Think about calling
And hope that you might care

Watch as we're falling
And shatter to pieces
Swim to the shallows
I'll drown in the deep end

There i'll stay
For someday
I will wait
To drift away

Leave the past where it stays
And look ahead to those days
When you don't feel the pain
Loves a strained game

I still think about you
But that's all that you do
Losing side of the truth
Just a thief leaving clues

In the dark where we are
There's a light it's not far
But you won't move at all
While you scream it's my fault

I'd push and I'd pull
The whole world to your door
But it's not good enough
Cause enough's never

More time passes
Getting past this
Life I had now
Burned to ashes

How did this happen
Can't be what it seems
Never could sleep
While you're haunting my dreams

And now that it's over
You want to pretend
That there's anything left of me
You call a friend

I won't stay
For you to hate
Choices made
And words you say

When it was all but believed in
When it was all but believed in
(When it was all but believed in)

When it was all I believed in
You were all I believed in

So how's it just over
I can't take your nightmare
Think about calling
And hope that you might care

Watch as we're falling
And shatter to pieces
Swim to the shallows
I'll drown in the deep end

How did this happen
Can't be what it seems
Never could sleep
While you're haunting my dreams

And now that it's over
You want to pretend
That there's anything left of me
You call a friend

I won't stay
I'll walk away

When it was all believed in