The Fool

You know I've always played the clown
I just wanted to see you smile

If I knew then what I know now
Would I be waiting here
How did I get here

I think I knew
That you had to go
But I chose to stay here

If I could change back the time
I would do it all again
I could call this my home
But you went off and disappeared
Why should I stay here

I don't know I don't know

If I knew why I feel the way I feel
Then the devil wouldn't be real
But I can't play the hypocrite
When you were the victim
Of my selfish love
I gave you
And I'd cut
My own heart out
And serve it to you
'Cause I'd want you to feel what I feel
Oh this love, is it real?
'Cause I hate you
You're dead to me now
But I'm just 'The Fool'
I played myself
I'm the clown dying
Slowly in
Slowly in love

Now it's time to say goodbye
'Cause you never asked me
What's going on in my head

I don't know how to love
But I loved you
That's why they always left me for dead

I can't tell you what I'm gonna do
Now that I lost your love
My dear friend

I'll just be the clown that makes you laugh
'Cause I don't wanna leave you so sad

I don't wanna find somebody else
Guess its time to be off on my own