Letter 2 Arella
20 hours of DND on my phone
I ain't wanna be bothered
20 hours of DND on my phone
I ain't wanna be bothered
Then I got caught up in the system
Consequence of my stupidity
Thinking bout my daughter
I can imagine what you went through
Feelings of abandonment
Neglect and disappointment
Sadness and heartbroken
All sorts of attitude of a magnitude
Cut off communications
Daddy didn't want you
To see him in that moment
But there's a underlining
Daddy went on a mini vacay
Seeing things from your view
I can see how I offend you
And I know the pain was unbearable
I felt it in my soul
Couldn't sleep at night
knowing that you ain't alright
Baby I cried most night
Asking GOD to give you peace
And put my your little heart at ease
Arella you baby
love you to the death me
And I'll do anything
I tried calling your mother
But I couldn't get through
So I stop calling... but I kept praying
I prayed, and I prayed, and I prayed
I'm sorry that I left in that way
But it was all a glitch
I got home in a split
You know I'm highly favored
GOD grant me that grace
Plus I was officially diagnosed
With mental disorder
From my past-hood trauma
Depression and anxiety
All kicking in at once
I was just trying to find a balance
And this cold World we live
Don't really be helping
Did I forget to mention
They just chose to live in negligence
All the false allegations
Mockery and defamation
In my adversities
They rejoiced and had a ball
But I remain silent
Prepping for my season
That's mastery of winning
That GOD instilled in me
I heard what y'all said about me
Ain't no means for explaining
I see how y'all really view me
Y'all faker than the makeup
Y'all put on y'all skin
Salt and sugar look the same
So it ain't no telling
Y'all love with a condition
My love is unconditional
There's no comparison
Best believe that I'm heaven sent
You should know the vibe by na
And these gimmicks feel the difference
They just chose to live in negligence
I walk in any room as me
Everybody start the staring
Without a grand entry
That's that grace that's upon me
I be riding by my lonely
Cause I know who I'm called to be
So mixing with these phony's
And these dick riding wannabe
Ain't part me... I'm chosen
I said what I said and I'ma stand on it
(Yeah)
Don't be lopsided
You can't see clearly
They be wanting what you have
Pretending to be you guys or your sis
Giving all sorts of advice
I just pray you see through it
Before this shit is too late
This world a trip
baby, you'll be a fool
To fall victim to the bullshit
This world a trip and
And baby, you'll be a fool to fall to the bullshit
I ain't wanna be bothered
20 hours of DND on my phone
I ain't wanna be bothered
Then I got caught up in the system
Consequence of my stupidity
Thinking bout my daughter
I can imagine what you went through
Feelings of abandonment
Neglect and disappointment
Sadness and heartbroken
All sorts of attitude of a magnitude
Cut off communications
Daddy didn't want you
To see him in that moment
But there's a underlining
Daddy went on a mini vacay
Seeing things from your view
I can see how I offend you
And I know the pain was unbearable
I felt it in my soul
Couldn't sleep at night
knowing that you ain't alright
Baby I cried most night
Asking GOD to give you peace
And put my your little heart at ease
Arella you baby
love you to the death me
And I'll do anything
I tried calling your mother
But I couldn't get through
So I stop calling... but I kept praying
I prayed, and I prayed, and I prayed
I'm sorry that I left in that way
But it was all a glitch
I got home in a split
You know I'm highly favored
GOD grant me that grace
Plus I was officially diagnosed
With mental disorder
From my past-hood trauma
Depression and anxiety
All kicking in at once
I was just trying to find a balance
And this cold World we live
Don't really be helping
Did I forget to mention
They just chose to live in negligence
All the false allegations
Mockery and defamation
In my adversities
They rejoiced and had a ball
But I remain silent
Prepping for my season
That's mastery of winning
That GOD instilled in me
I heard what y'all said about me
Ain't no means for explaining
I see how y'all really view me
Y'all faker than the makeup
Y'all put on y'all skin
Salt and sugar look the same
So it ain't no telling
Y'all love with a condition
My love is unconditional
There's no comparison
Best believe that I'm heaven sent
You should know the vibe by na
And these gimmicks feel the difference
They just chose to live in negligence
I walk in any room as me
Everybody start the staring
Without a grand entry
That's that grace that's upon me
I be riding by my lonely
Cause I know who I'm called to be
So mixing with these phony's
And these dick riding wannabe
Ain't part me... I'm chosen
I said what I said and I'ma stand on it
(Yeah)
Don't be lopsided
You can't see clearly
They be wanting what you have
Pretending to be you guys or your sis
Giving all sorts of advice
I just pray you see through it
Before this shit is too late
This world a trip
baby, you'll be a fool
To fall victim to the bullshit
This world a trip and
And baby, you'll be a fool to fall to the bullshit
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Writer(s): Edric Gaye
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