Call It What You Want

I've debated turning back to my dependancy
Retaking all the things that ruin boring tendencies
At least then I'd be having fun
At least I could be someone

Cause god I wanna feel it
Cause god I wanna feel it
Pour it up up up
Don't ask what's inside my cup
Cause god I wanna feel it
This comes easier than breathing
It's a lifeline they tell me that it's suicide
Call it what you want

Cause I call it a soulmate
Nothing else can fix me now don't tell me I should medicate
This is a simple way to take the pain away from me, it's okay
And you know I feel bad cause my life isn't a nightmare
I got a map but I don't have the heart to get there
My exterior life can't justify my sadness so I found a way to cope in silence

It's just a lifeline, they say that it's suicide
Call it what you want
It's a survival guide they say that I've lost my mind
Call it what you want, call it what you want

Cause I call it a necessity
Don't take it from me
I'm fine fine fine
I'm alright right right
This is fine fine fine
Give me time time time
I wake up to survive
I pray for my demise
Cause everyone around me is winning every prize
I got nothing now
So please allow me this

It's just a lifeline they say that it's suicide
Call it what you want
It's my survival guide they say that I've lost my mind
Call it what you want
Call it what you want

Call it
Call it
Call it what you want
Call it
Call it
Call it, call it what you want



Credits
Writer(s): Alex Scott
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