My Faults, The Loudest Voices In My Head

The voices stuck inside my head, they be singing
The voices stuck inside my head
Voices

I been thinking bout us
We been screamin' bout trust
Build them walls a little higher
I'm ready to jump
Are we fixin to die
Can't look you in the eye
Nothing working but we still pretend everything fine
No rhyme, No reason
Thinking I control the seasons
Crash it all, that shit is so appealing
I'm all up in my head
Getting mean and seeing red
Every morning you still missing from the bed

Now what it cost
I'm running round and round, sumthin off
Price that I be paying for these thoughts
Up and down the aisle, looking lost
But I'm never ever asking what it cost
Running round and round, sumthin' off
Price that I be paying for these faults
Up and down the aisle looking lost
But never ever asking

So much shit up in my head
Running wild and getting fed
All these insecurities
Join in synchronicity
The guy you saw before
Is not the man I thought I'd be
Hero turned to villain
Play the game, nothing given
Three dots then she don't write back
Faded man, go on the attack
Typing novels, graphic novels
Vendetta been all I am
A pretty polished alcoholic
Fear the man behind the bottle
What I mean, what I mean,
Why'd she leave, yea

Now what it cost
I'm running round and round
Sumthin's off
The price that I be paying for my faults
Up and down the aisle, looking lost
But I'm never ever asking

What it cost
Running round and round, like sumthin off
Price that I be paying for these thoughts
Up and down the aisle, I'm looking lost
Never ever asking what it cost
Running round and round, sumthin' off
Price that I be paying for these faults
Up and down the aisle looking lost
But never ever asking

Ever ever asking
Ever ever asking
Ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever