Tragic heartbreak

I'm changing for the better but some say it's the worst
Tired of having feelings cause love can be a curse
Why'd you have to break my heart when you wanted me first
All these feelings that I am, feeling the type to make me burst

Can't Stay away from you, I don't like me either Baby, I ain't blaming you, ain't calling you a cheater
I still wanna stay with you, but I mentally can't
Get the image of you and dude, out my head I don't care what they said, she left me heartless
She took the final shed, this is hard to process

No more good morning text, I'ma keep my distance
Listen, no more love for me, too much commitment
Tripping, if you think I'll love again I said I'm changing
And it's all because of you, I just can't Forgive you right now

How can I prove to you? I can break your heart, baby, way worse than you
Broke my heart into pieces and it hurts when you
Try to act like it's my fault when the problem's you
Wish my love will dissolve, but it won't, ooh

I was so broke over you, like girl, what happened
I would've done whatever for you, could you imagine
When young hearts get broken, it's just tragic
I said I'm changing, say goodbye to the old Rae

I'm like rain, everybody tells me to go away
You wasted five months of my time, but I cherish those days
Replaying memories every second of the day
Anyway, I don't think there's much left to say

You know I still got feelings that my heart can't erase
You turned me to a villain, the storm won't go away
I still want you with me, I guess I'm desperate
Learned my lesson, God will give me my blessing

This is a test, and if I can pass, then I will forget
You, I don't know what to do
I got to forgive you to be at peace with my goons
It's all cool, but it's not

You've been through a lot, but so have I
It all happened so fast, blink of an eye
Can you imagine together for the rest of our lives
How Can I prove to you I can break your heart

Baby, way worse than you
Broke my heart into pieces, and it hurts when you
Try to act like it's my fault when the problem's you
Wish my love will dissolve, but it won't, ooh

I was so broke over you, like, girl, what happened
I would've done whatever for you, could you imagine
When young hearts get broken, it's just tragic, okay
Mm-mm, okay

I guess our love will fade away
There's no more love for me
Mm-mm-mm
I want your love desperately

I want your love desperately