Above The Surface

Flooded in my mind
All the ecstasy I've tried
I never surfaced

I just wanna breathe but the air is running thin
Suffocating feeling, I dunno where I begin
Life has dealt its cards, man, I been so scared
In this game of life, we never get spares

Hide, from the lies, they're always fake
Stuck inside this cycle I create
Slowly letting go
Into the void below

A sinful habit that reeks despair
When it crosses your mind and dreads your hair
Violent envy builds a melody
Too much greed can lead to jealousy

The weight of the world keeps pushing me down
Try to swim up, all I do is drown
Ill curiosity infects the youth
Never met a drug they didn't abuse

Sinning on my mind but I never visit hell
Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell
Left my home like I had a purpose
Went to catch some air above the surface

I got time, won't you stay a while
Am I in jail, or is this the trial
Repenting from my sins on Sunday service
Need to catch some air above the surface

A mission for a life, where I feel free
Say that's what this is, but it's out my reach
I'm losing it

We're blinded and we lose our way
Unaware, the price we pay
The coroner is here to stay
Misread guidance
Eeriness of silence
The hate we have is poisonous
The hate we have is poisonous

Sinning all around but I never visit hell
Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell
Left my home like I have a purpose

I got time, you won't stay a while
Never seen jail, or been to trial
Repenting from my sins on Sunday service
I'm gonna catch some air above the surface

Sinning on my mind but I never visit hell
Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell
Left my home like I had a purpose
Went to catch some air above the surface

I got time, won't you stay a while
Am I in jail, or is this the trial
Repenting from my sins on Sunday service
I need to catch some air above the surface

I feel the seconds slipping away
Losing my grip
Never been a harder time to delay
Watching my step
As my memories are turning to grey
That never happened
Nostalgia comes back into play

Always had to manifest
I'm braggin' 'bout my happiness
The life I lead is meaningless
So scared of lucy leaving us
I had a dream, in God we trust
If only we were generous
The hate we have is poisonous
The hate we have is poisonous



Credits
Writer(s): Cursed Hex
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