Pain

I pray every day I make it back home, These streets aint safe demons roams,
Frienemies plotting on the low, That's why I gotta bring that pole
That green beam need a target,
It won't calibrate on its own
I'm an animal, loan wolf, survive That wildlife on my own

Just for that bag, I'll bag your bones
Zeus had a hard life chiseled from stone,So don't ask why my heart cold, Alot of dead bodies, lost Rebel souls. My pain comes from living, Dealing comes from feelings,
When you watch a mother struggle It make you wanna pitch in

Unless you're scared, a little simp But I can't be a victim
I know some good men still cut themselves Cause they tired of living
I know some dummies eating Xanax'N Perky's to escaped the livin,
If you struggle with Depression or Suicide I pray that you won't give in.

All you gotta do is ring my line to catch a better vibe
We can take a couple shots And blow some Rap Zaza
I even get depressed too Until I go and kiss my boo
Until I stock a lot of loot Until I love all on my youth

So much pain in my eye's (yeah) Because of you I know that I am living
Because of you I know that I'm living,So much pain in my eyes (yeah)
Because of you I know that I am living,

Stuck in a loop of hardship Put in the work to ease it up
Stuck in a loop of coming up And I can't wait till it's stuck
Stuck in a loop of sorrow I look to God and give it up
I only want positive energy Cause that's all he give to us
I've been beat'n down bad Most of my blood was on my shirt

I had a lot of money Blew it on some thing that had no worth
Splurged it on drugs, guns, and hoes, Wished I had wise soul to tell me no
Put me in a position to wise up and grow Give me flowers so I can smell them
Don't care if they smell of manure Lord knows I'm a stepper

Never was the type to follow Always stepped up
Scared to close my eyes Cause I know I'll be missing time
Only sleep four hours Cause the rest will come when I die
Stared down death twice I'm still alive Asking God wondering why.

I cant sell my soul Already gave it to that man in the sky
I'ma keep on stacking paper Till I meet that man in the sky
Establish generational wealth So my family can survive
So much pain in my eyes (yeah) Because of you I know that I am living

Because of you I know that I'm living So much pain in my eyes (yeah)
Because of you I know that I'm living
P mixing it up but it sound a little better I pray every day I make it back home
These streets aint safe demons roams, I pray every day I make it back home

These streets aint safe demons roams,
Frienamies plotting on the low Frienamies plotting on the low Frienamies plotting on the low That's why I gotta bring that pole
That Green beam need a target,

I pray every day I make it back home
These streets aint safe demons roam, I pray every day I make it back home
I pray every day I make it back home