secrecy

Baby, didn't I do it for ya?
Chasing dreams and quick euphoria
Ain't been healthy for me, love
Can't you see, love
That I'm in a bad way?
You were my muse, my motivation
I needed somethin' was worth wasting
I guess that was you, love
Did me and you finally punch my ticket to hell?

Say it wasn't fine
Table cloth and fishing rods
And I think I'm flyin'
Were you lying when you said I was okay?
Aaah-aaah-aah

I'm a pusher
I'm a pleaser
I'm a beggar
And I need you to hold me (aaah-aaah-aah)
Wishin' for this evening out for years
And now you wanna destroy me?

And the corridors converge into a drain
Would you love me if this went my way?
And I hope that you'll be running after me
Everybody sees it all the same
Your name's collecting dust inside my brain
But you promised me that you would never change
Bottles of Bacardi down the drain
And I'm movin' through the crowd like it's a maze
Singin', you, and alcohol
It don't look great
Guess you gotta do a better job of secrecy