Drawing Blanks

I'm drawing blanks, I used to have it all together
My shuffled brain can't think back more than an hour ago
And now you're laughing with me, how can it be tomorrow
Last night was seconds ago

We used to drink all night until we were stupid
I still remember all the late nights in your room
Singing songs we love, promised you we won't grow up
I didn't think it would ever end like this

But now I'm drawing blanks
But not enough to forget your name or face
Still playing your old games
Wishing for a new time and place

They all thought that I was tough
My shuffled brain's still catching up to you
I see you're all grown up
Wishing I could freeze a year or two

I'm drawing blanks, I used to hate myself a little less
At least your mom still likes how I look when I'm undressed
Still a boy that needs to become a man you question if I can
Should I change myself for you or stay Peter Pan in Neverland

But now I'm drawing blanks
But not enough to forget your name or face
Still playing your old games
Wishing for a new time and place

They all thought that I was tough
My shuffled brain's still catching up to you
I see you're all grown up
Wishing I could freeze a year or two

I'm only trying to be
The stronger side of me
I'd ask if you'd wake up
Could you still find your dream

I'm only trying to be
The stronger side of me
I'd ask if you'd wake up
Could you still find your dream

I'm only trying to be
The stronger side of me
I'd ask if you'd wake up
Could you still find your dream