Personal

This is my personal
This is my personal

This is my personal diary I got
Always writing in it, writing rhymes on da spot
See, ready set go, see me racing to da top
Be falling towards success and no you can't stop me
That's my motto when they ask about my test
Nevertheless, I keep it going, fuck all da stress
Never said that I'm da best but you know what's da rest
There ain't none, stay up late until I see da morning sun
Of course a nigga tired but I ain't done
My legacy fell asleep, my mind stays on run
My night light shine bright, I have fun with these puns
Your girl tight, she know I'm right
Make it come from a hundred to none
Religiously, us three can make a trinity
Singing symphonies in da middle of da ministry
Told they ass to pipe down, focus on my dignity
And this is my tithes due, she wanted a haiku
But that's not enough just to make my love viral
A bayou cycle could turn lovers into some rivals
Spitting fire through these verses, found in da Bible
So spiteful, it's nothing meant to hurt you though
Survival rhyming my inner conscience
She said to make a promise, this is one I couldn't keep
I'm looking at my options, now I'm feeling nauseous
And we back at it, arguing again, I'm backtracking
Why you started partying again, I'm not lacking
Why you come back home all white girl wasted
Pretend like nothing happened, girl, you so faded
It's something bout your eyes that got my heartbeat racing
But chill, I'm tryin' not to fall again
Cause once you make a commitment, da loyalty always end
Eventually, I find da one to stick around to da end

Is it you
Is it you
Pardon me for my privacy
Never knew this much shit would be inside of me
I guess it's hard for me just to let it go
I think I need some help
Just to let it go is why I stay so personal

And they always ask why I stick to myself
I can't get too attached
Soon to say farewell
Why nothing ever lasts
Are we all in a fairy tale
I guess that's what it is, da story always prevail
X'ing out through my inhales, no one can tell
That I got a bunch of stories bout me goin' through hell
And I know when you see you can't really believe
That a nigga like me smoke weed so calmly
Please, please, please let me breathe
I'm not beggin' for you, it's like a thousand degrees
Hot like da summer air, girl, fly like a bee
Don't go anywhere, chill, don't pick up your speed
I'm not saying anything, that'll stop da proceeds
I'm lettin' you know ahead of time, get rid of your greed
So we can get what we need, you know until we succeed
We can go out to eat, let me buy you a treat
Then come back to my crib and get high on some weed
I ain't gotta say more, you know where this is gon' lead
And we know this is gon' end, we ain't gotta pretend
Like none of our lovers never started out as a friend
And I've been sayin' all da facts now
I've been holdin' back now
Hopin' that you realize but I hold my act down
And I know what you like about me
That I'm always so chill, but got different degrees
And I'm mostly on point and I know you agree
And how I talk about my dreams and da future I see
Then you go and ask me who your future include
I don't mention any names, but you know that it's you
I summed up a nice girl with a little attitude
This right here is showing all my gratitude
What more can I say, this is hard to conclude
There's not much left to say, this is just da residue
Gotta throw away da leftovers like a barbecue don't get cooked
Little nigga, this is just a start for you
Sorry, got a little too hype
Is everything moving quick but it's feeling so right
Hoping that you could love me by da end of da night
Hoping that you won't jump and take a dive
Through da sky, fall into my arms
Knowing everything is alright

Well, well I guess you're aight
Well I guess you're aight
I'm aight

Pardon me for my privacy
Never knew this much shit would be inside of me
I guess it's hard for me just to let it go
I think I need some help
Just let it go, that's why I stay so personal

Yeah, that's why I stay so personal
Yeah