CRY LIKE A MAN - demo

Humble me
They see the boy got joy
They need
To feed
Not me
I walk alone
Through the shadow that you left
Hold you so I can take your breath
Crawl to my feet and expect a hand
But I won't hand you one
Want forgiveness
Get religion
Imma Loch Ness Monster
You're a pigeon
Tried to tell you
You didn't listen
Locked inside a prison
A sigh of relief
Trading lies with the thieves
And the liars
Your house is on fire
I wonder why
I find it amusing
To find out they're losing
Want me as a muse
But you can't have me
There's a choosing fee
Just like everything
You know it can't be free
Gentrified
The man I was
I used to be
It always been the plan
I know you couldn't see
But know you have no choice
Mind been running
I been running from my mind
I been counting down the time
I been counting down the paper
In my bank account
Make it count
Lost some things can't live without
Lost the love
Found out about
All the lies
In your mouth
Spit em out
Spitter's quitters
Acting like they never did us wrong
Never thought I'd live this long
But here I am
And now I'm gone
Moving on
With my beauty
And my brawn
And the con that I'm selling
And they drawn
And I'm gone by dawn
And then on to the next day
Sunny
I ain't read your text
Dummy
Cause I know you don't love me
Like you say you love me
Playing games ain't funny
It's a frame
It isn't true
Take what's mine
Gone moving on
I'm through
Done with the bullshit
I'm through
Fuck all the notions
I'm through
Done with the bullshit
I'm through
Wake up
Are you awake
Did you make it out the dream
Before it gave you heartbreak
Some forget to wake up
But they awake
Some people stay in a dream
Some people drown in a lake that they make
And don't
Wake up
Are you awake
Did you make it out the dream
Before it gave you heartbreak
Some forget to wake up
But they awake
Some people stay in a dream
Some people drown in a lake that they make
And they
Don't get it I guess
Don't see the lies
They don't get it I guess
Don't see the
Don't see the
Snake bitches use lies and make up
Don't be surprised when they fake ya
Snake bitches use lies and make up
Don't be surprised when they fake ya

Fuck me
Fuck me
Why'd I love you instead of me
Why'd I let you live rent free
In my head
In my dreams
In my bed
In my jeans
Am I dead
Am I dreaming
Left me with my demon
I'm just tryna leave him
Like you like to
Tell you what I might do
Fight through
I knew
All along
And do it anyway
Don't wanna run away
Just want another way
Just want another day
Hear my mother say
Take care of yourself
But I'm a sunray
And I'm bad for your health
And I'm bad for myself
But I'm all I got
Trust fall
And I fall
And my eyes bloodshot
Like a
Bullet that a shooter shoot
Better run
Better figure what you gonna do
Cause the gun man gun
Pointed right at you
Like Nardwuar
Gun go doot doola doot
Doo do
Do as you will
Do what you want
Go take that pill
Just don't flaunt it like a thrill
Cause it's the kids you'll kill
Pay the bill
Big Pharma
Made the illness
Pro Forma
Sell the cure
Bad Karma
Bag of pills
I gotchu
Adderall and oxycotton
If you need that Kpin
Got it
If it's for the hatred
I recommend you take eight
And then just wait
Now you're in fates hands
White trash selling fake xans
To white bitches with spray tans
So they don't have to fake the happy dance
Either way it's up to chance
But man fuck that they got new pants
And I'm just tryna see London
See France
See you on the fence
I'm on the fence too
The time I lost my sense no one came to my defense
So I got up and got defending
Got to work and got to spending
All my money on pretending
Stop the bending
Push the ending
Condescend
Lift Pygmalion
Til I get a million
Fill you in
Never ever
See you in
How bout never
How bout dat
Cash me outside
Chasing cat
Let it go and it come back
P H A T
Dat spell phat
Need it stat
Need it stat
Feed the cat