Can't Seem To Change

I've had a boyfriend
Since I was 15
And every time they leave so does my personality

It's almost if I don't exist
Whenever I'm alone
'Cause I don't really care about me just how I come across

I go to sleep restfully
After a day of sitting still
My mind can't keep re reading
The emails on my phone
He said he'd call the day before
I haven't heard since
And all I say is I don't care
Then pack up all my shit

Call me crazy
It won't offend me cause its true
I'm always scared to be alone out here
You don't know me
And if it's my say I'll keep it that way
Can't seem to change

I'm all alone all the time can't seem to find the perfect sign
To go outside and live my life I'll be like this
Until I die
My eyes are sore they're probably square
I watch the way my mirror stares
There's someone there behind that glare
But I can't feel cause they don't care

Call me crazy
It won't offend me 'cause its true
I'm always scared to be alone out here
You don't know me
And if it's my say I'll keep it that way
Can't seem to change

Why oh why
Why oh why
Why can't I



Credits
Writer(s): Gemma Mcaulay
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