night owl

Hold on
Just give me a second please
I won't take long
It just feels feels wrong
How it's all in a rush to leave
To learn how to
To learn how to breath without air
I'd rather cut the circulation to my brain than entertain the thought
So I asphyxiate
No need to resuscitate
I'd rather cut the circulation to my brain than entertain the thought
So I asphyxiate
No need to resuscitate
I won't lie
It's still on my mind
I've tried to tear it from the sky
Take my time as it goes by
Watch it go awry
Fall shy
Of course it did
I easily could've guessed it
While I choke on the ghosts
Caught in the back of my throat
Between the pieces I've broken

I won't lie
It's still on my mind
I've tried to hide it out of sight
Away from these eyes
But why should I even try
When I take my time as it goes by
Watch it go awry
Fall shy
Of course it did
I easily could've guessed it
While I choke on the ghosts
Caught in the back of my throat
Between the pieces I've broken
To live comatose and loathe all those brittle bones
Prone to break against the stone