Envy

She's just like me
When I looked like I was dying
And I was
Is it bad that I'm still envious?
I look at her and feel it in my core
Always trying to have the lowest score

I'll never win
I have stretched myself too thin
And left a void
That won't stop until I've decoyed
All my trust
It's never enough
And all this envy is ruining my gut

She reminds me
Of what it felt like to be hurting
And I miss the pain
But I vowed not to play that game
Anymore
Cause I lost everything and what for?
Cause it's always just a little more

I'll never win
I have stretched myself too thin
And left a void
That won't stop until I've decoyed
All my trust
It's never enough
And all this envy is ruining my gut

I want to escape the weight I carry under me
And I don't wanna hate the girls who look like who I used to be

I'll never win
I have stretched myself too thin and left a void
That won't stop until I've decoyed
All my trust
It's never enough
And all this envy is ruining my gut



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