Heavy Thoughts

I fucking hate this

I been havin heavy thoughts listenin to dark voices
Look at what I got left with all my bad choices
I don't ever change I just look at what it could've been
Focus on the pain so I can make the same mistake again

Havin heavy thoughts listenin to dark voices
Look at what I got left with all my bad choices
I don't ever change I just look at what it could've been
Focus on the pain so I can make the same mistake again

I been quiet for a bit approaching situations cautious
Tryin not to slip but I'm so far from being perfect
Can't be makin sense and all this blood done got me nauseous
Stuck up in my head again and ain't nobody gettin in

Still I let it slip slow ride let the merry go
Round on a trip cuz I never even wanted you
Reaper got a grip on my soul cuz I like a dose
Lemme get a sip smoke rolls when I'm passin through

Nothin ever works so I'm declining every caller
I don't wanna fuckin talk to you cuz you just make it harder
Inefficient at best are my solutions as a goner
These redundant discussions still ain't gon make it any better

Pissed off head low bitch I'm fucked up
Still won't say the truth acting like I been numb
No text let it go nothing that I can't do
Wasted won't fix everything is turnin blue

Havin heavy thoughts listenin to dark voices
Look at what I got left with all my bad choices
I don't ever change I just look at what it could've been
Focus on the pain so I can make the same mistake again

Heavy thoughts
Dark voices
Look at what I got
Bad choices
I don't ever change
What it could've been
Focus on the pain
Same mistake again



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Writer(s): Jameson B
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