Her...

Four in the morning and I still can't sleep
Cause now all I have is bad dreams
Everytime I blink I'm just seeing sad scenes
And I really wanna call but I know it won't ring so
I'm taking to myself for a little bit
Reminisce bout our past for a little bit
Back to the time where we used to play innocent
As of late you just treat me like a misfit
I should've seen this coming but I missed it
It never was clear to me
Why you felt that you never wanna hear from me
Even though I always kept you near and dear to me
Now I'm
Lost

I wish somebody told me it would happen like this
Maybe then I wouldn't be this passed
Mad at myself that I ever let you leave
I picked the wrong time to wear my heart up on my sleeve
Half of what I said girl you know I didn't mean
I say I'm stitched up but I'm busting at the seams
Love finds a way well I guess it just depends
Cause once upon a time I could call you best friend
I guess this child's fantasy is finally fading
I'm tryna tell you how I feel cause it can't keep waiting
It's like I'm dancing with Satan
Cause this life a living hell
I'm going crazy here without you girl you can't even tell
And I can't either
Cause if I tell my boys, then they'll say I'm weaker
Well that's just my demeanor
A skinny ass kid with a lot of emotions
And I ain't cried in six years but you really provoking
I still just saved your cell in case you call by choice
But I'm half afraid to call and hear another man's voice
There's so much on my mind that I really wanna say
But the pain up in my chest is really blocking the way
I miss you too much too keep sitting aside
I don't wanna be the one that when you text you gotta hide
I don't wanna be the one that when you text you gotta hide



Credits
Writer(s): Myles Patton
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