Nihilist

All my faith is getting dark and hate is shining
Inside four walls is too hard to calm but i'm trying
Full of pain full of resentment life means nothing
Because breath is useless now God fades into my heart

WHY AM I STILL ALIVE?!!
Nihilist I find myself i wasn't blame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Finding all my truth but not the way to escape
F*CK THIS LIFE!!!
Nihilist i find myself inside the shame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Nihilism is right now my
F*CKING NAME!!

Gotta Pray, Pray is not working!!!
Oh God, God isn't here!!!
Put my life, Who are you talking to?
Out of me, Nobody's listening
Please recieve, This is ridiculous
My request, You're fucking kidding me!!!
I don't want to DIE!!!
But there's NO WAY OUT!!!
My soul is so TIRED!!!
No more TEARS TO CRY!!!

WHY AM I STILL ALIVE?!!
Nihilist I find myself i wasn't blame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Finding all my truth but not the way to escape
F*CK THIS LIFE!!!
Nihilist i find myself inside the shame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Nihilism is right now my
F*CKING NAME!!

On the darkness
I'm leaving
All the hate that Traitors make me feel
On the darkness
Defeated
Cannot pray they'll kill my liberty
Full of nightmares
Im giving
At the end there's no one to believe
Full of silence
Im bleeding
I can't even recognize my face

In this place of disgrace (fuck this place of disgrace)
Looking for any sign (we won't have any sign)
He don't look (never look)
Doesn't mind (never mind)
And im talking of God
He(Don't)
Is(Leave)
Not(Me)
Here
Wanna try but i cry
Because no one cares

IN THIS PLACE OF DISGRACE!!!
Looking for a sign
HE DON'T LOOK!!! DOESN'T MIND!!!
Yes im talking of god
ISN'T HERE!!! ISN'T THERE!!!
He don't exist
WITHOUT FAITH!!! WITHOUT HOPE!!!
So alone

IN THIS PLACE OF DISGRACE!!!
Looking for a sign
HE DON'T LOOK!!! DOESN'T MIND!!!
Yes im talking of god
ISN'T HERE!!! ISN'T THERE!!!
He don't exist
WITHOUT FAITH!!! WITHOUT HOPE!!!
So alone

WHY AM I STILL ALIVE?!!
Nihilist I find myself i wasn't blame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Finding all my truth but not the way to escape
F*CK THIS LIFE!!!
Nihilist i find myself inside the shame
THAT'S UNFAIR!!!
Nihilism is right now my
F*cking name



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