could i even love u if i tried?

Last night I slept on your couch
Was it cold on the other side?
Poured the rest of my drink out
'cause I couldn't cross that line

It's nice when it's just us
I forget what I've become
A man of my word that's coming undone

It's hard when he's over
And you rest on his shoulder
I run to the kitchen 'cause I can't do this sober

I lie when I say goodnight and it never felt right
Oh, I'm hurting myself when I say all those lies
But could I even love you if I try?
You're moving in closer or is that just the time?
We're comfortable now but I'm melting the ice
It's all in or nothing, won't know 'til it's in flight
Could I even love you if I tried?

Your mom likes to confide in me
A brother to you like she'd always dreamed
I laugh but deep down I ache for her
To give me warnings like the boys before

From skinny dipping to kiss and tellin'
The worst of ends make the best beginning
And I'm high as hell on your balcony
Might just say three words that change everything

I lie when I say goodnight and it never felt right
Oh, I'm hurting myself when I say all those lies
But could I even love you if I try?
You're moving in closer or is that just the time?
We're comfortable now but I'm melting the ice
It's all in or nothing, won't know 'til it's in flight
Could I even love you if I-

You color deep outside my lines
But you're an art worth all my time
And if I could only speak my mind
It could start a life or be the end of mine

I lie when I say goodnight and it never felt right
Oh, I'm hurting myself when I say all those lies
But could I even love you?
You're moving in closer or is that just the time?
We're comfortable now but I'm melting the ice
It's all in or nothing, won't know 'til it's in flight
Could I even love you if I tried?

If I tried?
If I tried?
If I tried?