Let You Down

I don't wanna talk right now I don't want you around
I don't wanna bring you up, just to let you down I don't wanna talk right now
I don't want you around I don't wanna bring you up, just to let you down
Letting you down is like my biggest fear But when you're inside your head it's time to disappear

Thoughts wander, you wonder how you get to here Conversations with the devil staring in the mirror
They say darkness will evoke your true emotions Now you struggle with the thoughts you provoke
I need space but it feels like we in the ocean Cast away, losing focus, afloat
Need devotion, gotta think of consequences Wish the world could see itself through my altered lenses

No expenses, play the hand you was dealt I wish at times you'd play poker with someone else
Know you're trying to help, but there's no way to fix this This a battle you can't win with assistance
I understand what I'm risking But understand I need distance
I don't wanna talk right now I don't want you around

I don't wanna bring you up, just to let you down
I don't wanna talk right now I don't want you around
I don't wanna bring you up, just to let you down
Bring you up so you can see the view But now it's got you questioning what I think of you

Must be bad at these emotions what I'm going through It's like a puppet and somebody else controlling you
I got good days that overlay the bad ones But when you're trapped in the moment, it's like you had none
It's like you in a horror movie, chased and you can't run Like you in a maze with walls all around you
If I could put in words how it really is You would understand how real it is

How at times the only way I feel is this And other times it's like those feelings don't exist
So I'm sorry for not wanting you around I just don't wanna let you down
It might be scary in this instant But I really need my distance



Credits
Writer(s): Rodger Dority
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