Yoga_Pants87

For every time I counted on them
My heart bleeds
What am I but hard drive of memories
I was human I had to turn into machine
Obscene I'm going fucking disgusting
I build realities like fuck dreams
I'm still so torn up by how they done me
You never knew me
You just knew the dumb me
The I'll just let it slide me
The let's just have some fun me

But I still don't take it serious
And wherever you're hearing this
That's where I'm going to be

Bitch I don't keep up with appearances
It's way too hard to mirror this
You should keep it at your speed

I turned my nothing's into something
Sometimes I would almost break
I've been at it for so long
I watch the days go on
I wonder how much longer that it'll take

Make it appear out of thin air
Lowest point I been there
Yeah I'm back outside, but
I was really in there
Like don't nobody get near
Like I was somebody once upon a time
But now I'm trapped here
I had to become a concentrated force you can't distract here
I had to put a flaming fucking torch to the past years
I watched it all burn, baby, burn I was out of tears
Can't make it no more fucking clear
I'm so fucking out of here

So everything you do need to be top notch
Right before I made this much I had lost a lot
And I don't double cup too much
But when I do, it's a Awful Lot
I get on a Crazy Train like I'm Ozzy Oz
I'm still not sure how much HP a Masi has
Guess I could google it but rather feel it in my hands
I need to know what it's like to have a million fans
They better pony up and give my ass a million bands
For all the lyrics and the years that I fucking spent
For any time that I didn't feel like The Man
Yea I thought I couldn't, but, now I know I can
Popping now, soda can
Focusing, don't pretend, hey
Yea it failed, go again, hey
All them plans, that you had, made
God remix every plan in his own way
So when I pray
Know you hear me
I feel true success, nearing
It's way more than they were all fearing
I had to open doors
Now the locks are disappearing