iminhell. (feat. Ghostu, Tem3nos & Rin)

I put this mask up on my face baby I'm in Hell
I never try to change my ways but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm lost in outer space but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm going to that place I'm already in Hell

I'm in hell and I don't know why
I wanna jam a ice pick inside of my eye
I wanna go to sleep and never wake up
No makeup
But I wear a mask
I take up a rake
But the leaves never fall fast
Why i do this shit that makes me happy
But it doesn't work
I love every second
But when I'm away
I'm in the dirt
I always feel neglected
So why do I neglect myself?
A new perspective
Might change my health
New way I go about everything
A new cadence a new way to sing
Maybe if I tell myself that I love me
Then I'll believe it
And I won't think that I'm ugly

I need a way to communicate better
So when I'm sad my friends won't hate me
I need a space to contain my anger so when I'm mad I don't chase old dailies

I put this mask upon my face baby I'm in Hell
I never try to change my ways but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm lost in outer space but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm going to that place I'm already in Hell

It's just hard to get out my fucking head
I am trying to just live but I'd rather be dead Have what I've always wanted since I was like Ten
That hasn't helped anything I still feel morbid

If everything was to fade that would really be Okay
I don't feel connected to anything honestly Anyway
So let it all just slip I wouldn't give a shit Everything can just fade into a huge dark Abyss
I have no fucking care left let me just leave This planet
Everyday leaves me endlessly just damaged
I am always in distress everyday is just a test
Failing my grades show what waste I will rest

I put this mask upon my face baby I'm in Hell
I never try to change my ways but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm lost in outer space but baby I'm in Hell
You say I'm going to that place I'm already in Hell

I can't express what's in my mind
But the thought to die all the time
Wishing for the end of life
Hope for nothing but the dark inside
Eternal slumber without life's kiss
Everything I hoped I'd miss
Gone in silence now know bliss
Seven balls You go ahead and keep them
Make that wish
Heal me hurt me love me kurt me
The kid alive in my mind
Unraveling like some twine
Can't shake these thoughts biding time Reaching to him saying it is fine
Grab my hand don't let go Someone's here I won't let go You can trust me that's for sure I Am you we are we
To heal you you must heal me
Tried to bury you and let you sleep
But how can you suffering
Laid awake all this time
Why can no one save you
They all gave up...
That includes me...
I'm sorry...
I wish I could save you...



Credits
Writer(s): Ghostu Purdue
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