HEEL TURN

Spiritual, these niggas, they asking how Benjamin getting so lyrical
No saving these niggas
God made it a blessing, but come on I make it a miracle
I ain't talking blasphemy
But when I see her just know that she making it blast for me
Cause taking a trip to the head is a walk in the park
It ain't really a task for me
Looking back, I can see it different
Mental stress had me feeling different
Mixed emotions had me sipping potions
Had me feeling like I couldn't get in motion
You the same machine I'm just a different token
Never trust a single word that's spoken
Claiming you in that top spot
But when the pressure hit, niggas start choking
Growing up and just realizing nigga fuck all of this analyzing
Overthinking bout situations had me feeling sick about strategizing
Just me and my billz in the back of the hummer
I'm banging her shit like a sunday school drummer
You know that we ready like baby and gunna
I'm ripping and running right into the summer
I been in the game, you know how I'm coming
You know I'm official, you know that I'm running
They say benny$billz that nigga he do it so clean
I'm trying my hardest to not intervene
I'm never distressed, this shit in my genes
I'm getting the bag and its by any means
I'm flipping the script and I'm turning a heel
Don't tell me I'm changing cause I'm just
I'm just a young nigga with purpose
Rehearsing the verses, I put 'em hearses
Scary ass niggas ain't fucking with benny
They crossing they legs and they carry they purses
Lately I've been coming into reality
Passing by death and then all this catastrophe
Pushing through day to day, healing wounds naturally
Sometimes I still feel that there's people who after me
Life is a movie, a beautiful symphony
Fuck all your problems, they showing fake sympathy
Niggas can't fuck with the heat
They hop on the wave and drown in a blessing that's meant for me
Wanna be with me, but they can't respect me
Becoming this way cause I wanna protect me
Don't come to me flagrant and then try to check me
Cause now I'm offended and they gotta tech me
Oh my god, they plotting and scheming
I'm finding new habits, I always be feening
I'm rapping this so fast I'm not even breathing
Y'all gotta be demons, y'all always deceiving
A virus that's walking, y'all spread like infection
I'm just an explorer, fuck out my direction
I took 'em apart like a fucking dissection
It wasn't that hard, I don't need an erection
You change for the better, the judging gets worse
We all had to grow, but I'm doing it first
I carry burden of multiple people
You think that it's easy and doing worse
Wanna impress me but getting too comfortable
Snack on yo bitch like I snack on a lunchable
Loving the way that I walk, the way that I talk
It's Benny, I'm never comparable