Man I Hate

Woke up and just couldn't breath
Woke up and just couldn't see
"I don't make mistakes
So it's not because of me"
Always blaming others
Always sliding away from troubles
On my back I'm carrying my problems
I have my own crazy monolog
Get angry like hungry warthog
What can I win?
Lost in my quest
Battling with anger and fists
When I find my way through thick mist –
I woke up just to realize
I became a man I hate
It's been playing blues in my head
Feel this weakness taking over
Lying in a bed just wanna get in cover –
I became a man I hate
These "If, if, if's" surround my head
Hate words, voice I got common with
I know I can't turn back time
And I know I'm guilty for the crime
Towards myself and now it's time to stop –
Stop dodging karma
Don't wanna be bitter – that's not me!
Don't wanna be angry – that's not me!
Don't wanna be whining – that's not me!
Don't wanna be so damn pitiful
It's late but at least I realize
I became a man I hate
It's been playing blues in my head
Feel this weakness taking over
Lying in a bed just wanna get in cover –
I became a man I hate
I should remember I should show
Gratitude to all who have helped me to grow
Say those words of glory
How they've enlightened my journey
Despise my bitterness despise my anger
Despise my thoughts and laugh to danger
Been hiding like a raven in the night
Oh so pitiful sight
I became a man I hate
It's been playing blues in my head
Feel this weakness taking over
Lying in a bed just wanna get in cover –
I became the man I hate
I should remember and I should show
I should remember and I should show
I will remember and I know
I will remember and I know



Credits
Writer(s): Eemeli Aman, Niko Ruonala
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