all that's left

Screaming and shouting in the living room
Fixated on the games
Gotta keep my eyes glued
There goes dad in the back of a cop car
Again
I can't think of school
I gotta focus on the games
Hope that there won't be something to blame on me
I gotta go, I gotta go
Dressed from head to toe
I gotta go, I gotta go
Got my third grade backpack ready to go
I gotta go, I gotta go
But I can't seem to find the strength to go

All that's left are some worn-down apartment buildings
If those walls had feelings
If they could feel what I felt
Maybe it'd all be worth it
All that's left are some broken sidewalks
The streets live and the grass talks
But oh, the ache that it brings
To even look at those worn-down apartment buildings
All that's left
All that's left

A hunger that breathes like no other
I feel the curling of my stomach
And the shrinking of my soul
And his solution is temporary
Dream of cartoon foods
And hope to god that tomorrow I'll be somewhere new
Dirty motherfucker!
I pray that karma has its way with you
And keeps me far away from you
I was fearful every day with you
I couldn't be myself around you
A never-ending anxiety around you
And now I have this life without you
But the damage is still there

All that's left are some worn-down apartment buildings
If those walls had feelings
If they could feel what I felt
Maybe it'd all be worth it
All that's left are some broken sidewalks
The streets live and the grass talks
But oh, the ache that it brings
To even look at those worn-down apartment buildings
All that's left
All that's left

All that's left are some worn-down apartment buildings
All that's left, yeah