Grandmothers Fault

Faded photo's from the past is what I'm looking at
Don't know what I'm looking for, as I keep looking back
When I was young, you were my everything
The strongest God-forsaken woman I'd ever seen
But now I am grown
I'm out on my own
Wish it wasn't like this
But our connection is gone

Please, please, please, please
Look into yourself, please
We're all the descendants of an infected root
But I want the culprit and I bet you do too

Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault?
Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault?
Did something go wrong in learning to love? Was having a mom just not in the stars?
Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault?

I need your love, affection and I need your tenderness
I think the fact I missed this is why I still can't attach
When I was young you put too much on my plate
But I don't even blame you, shit I know you relate
But now I am grown
And it's still unbeknown
How to fix our broken home

Please
Look into yourself, please
Escaping systemic pain is a difficult task
But somebody started this so I gotta ask

Did something go wrong in learning to love? Was having a mom just not in the stars?
Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault?
No
No