Rather Be Alone

In a life, all I know
That I know it's okay
All I find, only me
Ain't no time to waste
And I know, if I go
I'll be all on my own
But I won't hesitate
I rather

Woke up in the morning, my brain still hazy
From the substances I took last night, I'm faded
All these faces that I know, they blurred out in my eyes
Empty friends and these empty glass
I try to put on a kind smile
But now I'm tired of these people, it's not personal
Too much that happens in my mind
All this guilt, yet I don't know what to do with what's going on

Sometimes I'm just too tired
Wanna be alone in these summer nights
FOMO that passes by
If I don't go, am I living life
Rather
Rather be alone
Rather
Rather be alone

Woke up with the memories of my worst behavior
Came from a place that I'm not proud of
Too damn small of a reason
Yet it's heavy, it's the elephant in the room
This room, filled with longing
Outside, suffocating
Everywhere I go, there's someone
Everywhere I hear no silence
Gravity just won't let me go
Playing in the sand, I've been drawing circles
Late night calls to my boys at home
If I'm alright, leave it after the tone

Rather
Rather be alone
Rather
Rather be alone

I could stay up picking reasons not to step in
And I consider home another place that I reside in
I'm curious bout you, wanna know more
But my body won't move, and my mind's overwhelmed
Yes I'm fine by myself, I don't wanna work to know you
To ask the same questions that I asked hundred others
Early adolescence, done changed me up real good
They say I don't got a presence, then why you take a look

The antidote's comfort, but I know that it don't hurt
To make a better effort, I apologize if I seem a little dry
But there's just too much and sometimes I'd

Rather
Rather be alone
Rather
Rather be alone

Open my heart
Don't stray too afar
We have each other
So rest in the dark
They come and they go
Only real ones will stay
Don't mind, don't listen
Come back when you want

Woke up in the morning, my brain still hazy
From the substances I took last night, I'm faded
All these faces that I know, they blurred out in my eyes
Empty friends and these empty glass



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Writer(s): Sean Shim
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