Only Us, Only Up (feat. Ashton!)

Would you miss me if I was gone?
Only then will they hear all my songs
I been telling you all along, all my life i've felt all alone
I didn't have nobody to help, all I want is to blow by myself
Get this money don't care about the fame, free myself from this life of my guilt
You can't put yourself straight in the game, every bench on the court has been felt
You can't private jet every plane, cause the back of it has to be filled
They sit and tarnish my name, but only death could get me to fail
And i'll take it to my grave, not even death could get me to tell
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up

How everyone know my name but I still been the loneliest
They don't believe in the rap but say "remember me if you blow up"
If you ain't on my side get on it, if you stay then you swim in the moat
In my thoughts it get so deep, first I sink but then I float
Cause I think about what i'm gonna be and I can't let it slow me up
At nights I just sit and I think, sometimes i need to pour it up
I'm wondering what to do, somebody tell me what's next
If God created you, then what does the Devil have in his tricks
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up
It's only us, it's only up

Yeah
Wondering who you been thinking about
Thought it was only us
You got so good at creeping around
Send me the text, say you love me right now
Better than sex when I watch it fall down
Friends come to, yeah we knock them all down
It's only us only up I swear, you don't need no one else I swear, yeah
I've been trying to make it up I swear
I look stupid when I stop and stare yeah!