I'd Rather Have

Counting the hours since you last said hey to me
It's kinda boring but I don't have anything
Better that I can do, oh darling, baby, can't you see?
You're all I want and I'm all you need

I just need to figure life out
Maybe get rid of some lingering festering doubt
Do you even really think or care or anything please!?
Together we could figure it out!

I'd rather have your hatred than your apathy!
I'd rather have a scowl than a blank stare at me!
I'd rather have broken bottles, glass shards in my feet!
I'd rather feel your fist connect with skin and let me bleed!

It's been too long for me to just let go!
I'll stick out my tongue and try to catch the snow!
It's all futile, I'm neck deep in indifference from you!
You should at least give me one touch before you go!

Can we just spend our life together side by side?
Is it that hard to sound like you wanna hear me, see me
But no, just leave me to cry!
Myself a little river, the saltiness should give you a clue!
You got me hook, line, sinker, baby can't you follow through?

Late nights, lay down, let my body become the mattress
All I can wish is that you'd be the one I can lay with

As long as the moon rises and falls in the stars' blanket!
Let me run through your mind, my eternal fate is
Having to learn again, again, you couldn't care less!
But listen to my voice can't you hear I'm desperate!

I'd rather have your hatred than your apathy!
I'd rather have a scowl than a blank stare at me!
I'd rather have broken bottles, glass shards in my feet!
I'd rather feel your fist connect with skin and let me bleed!

It's been too long for me to just let go!
I'll stick out my tongue and try to catch the snow!
It's all futile, I'm neck deep in indifference from you!
You should at least give me one touch before you go!



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Writer(s): Michael Ferguson
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