Brother

Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
Looking at you through a glass window
Machines beeping, to keep the little life left
How I wept
Haven't slept right since the hospital
I tried to scribble my thoughts
But little understanding
A death's riddle
Not the first time or the last time
That death hit my world with vigor
He going to be all right
I saw him the other night
Might have been a little bit drained
But living his pain
My homie going to be all right
Till he wasn't
And now he's on that flight
One way to the afterlife
Maybe one day I'll be all right
But, No time soon
I'm introverted in my room
In a vacuum of what ifs and what now?
It's just too soon
But, I struggle
And the tears fill more than puddles
Feel like you're the missing piece
And now I'm puzzled
Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But not my motherfuckin' brother!
But not my motherfuckin' brother!
Trying my best not to die with the dead
And learn to live with the death
But, it's hard to accept
Each time I'm losing myself
I'm close, captain
The ones I seem to always get close to
Die young
I regret not enough times that I told you
Yeah, I told you that I loved you
And you were my brother
But, did I tell you you're a great father?
Through all of your struggles
Working a full-time and a part-time
And still trying to hustle, music
You did and you end it
Before we saw something
Start to pay?
Now our gain seems in vain
Because our brother
One with the biggest smile
And the best laugh is gone
And I'm troubled
What the fuck?
I swear that you deserved it
More than some others
Now you're gone, and
All I got is an "I love you."
Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
Man, it should have been another
(I wish it would have been another)
But, not my motherfuckin' brother!
But, Not my Motherfuckin' brother!



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