The Shattered Ideal

Lost deep within a fog
I have fallen so far from the person I was
My mental state distraught
My apologies for all the damage I've done

Sometimes I wish, that I could go back in time

Just to remember the way things were
When everything was different
In time it all just fell apart
I need to be more vigilant

I'm sorry that, I haven't been there for you

You're everything to me
This isn't how it's supposed to be

I never thought that I would stray so far
From the person that you fell for
The ideals I held so strong

My own reflection feels so foreign to me
I'll work towards redemption
Be who I'm meant to be

You don't deserve this
I should have known better
I need to resist
Put myself back together

Please understand my flaws
This isn't how I want to be
You've never been the cause
The fault has always been on me

For you I'm getting better
I'll leave behind my demons
You're all I need forever
I'll overcome my weakness

I never thought that I would stray so far
From the person that you fell for
The ideals I held so strong

My own reflection feels so foreign to me
I'll work towards redemption
Be who I'm meant to be

You don't deserve this
I should have known better
I need to resist
Put myself back together



Credits
Writer(s): Alex Hamilton
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