Stupid Song

I thought that it was love, but I was mistaken
I didn't even show, that my heart was breakin
I like to say I was blind, and that I never knew
But I ignore all the signs, because I still want you

I'm trying to fall out of love
And I'm trying to give up on the dream
I didn't just lose you, I lost my self esteem
So I set my hands on the ivory
And play away my anxiety
I wish that things were different and I could move on
I wish I was not sitting here, writing this stupid song

I wanna stop my tears, but they just keep falling
There's nothing left to say, so why are you calling
Will I get used to the pain, is this how it should be
I guess I'll always be lost, unless you come find me

I'm trying to fall out of love
And I'm trying to give up on the dream
I didn't just lose you, I lost my self esteem
So I set my hands on the ivory
And play away my anxiety
I wish that things were different and I could move on
I wish I was not sitting here, writing this stupid song

I loved every moment with you, I never had a clue, that I was only in your way
I thought I was invited, you acted so excited but now that I know I won't stay

I'm trying to fall out of love
And I'm trying to give up on the dream
I didn't just lose you, I lost my self esteem
So I set my hands on the ivory
And play away my anxiety
I wish that things were different and I could move on
I wish I was not sitting here, writing this stupid song