Mental Health

I've been going through it, I don't trust nobody, it's been long
Someone please come save me someone please come save me
Look I was fucked up in the head I thought I was out
Different voices in my head what they talking bout
Heard a few them say just go kill myself
Few times anxiety ran me out my house
If company coming over no they not allowed
They bring bad spirits it's hard to kick em out
So many fucking falls I just prayed about it
I was dealing with depression I was shame about it
Me growing up in church ain't no church in me
I barely went to school ain't no teaching me
Only thing teaching me is this pain from my friends who thought had my back now my enemies
It don't matter what other people say
They don't care they will never feel your pain
I'm hoping gettin to this bag change some shit around for me but it looks like it all gone be the same
But some how I be feeling like the man
If you need help I'll do what I can
I'm pouring this pain from my heart took long enough to drop but thank you for my fans
Crazy thing is I never dropped some music hoe
It be the people you don't know that support you tho
I was talking to my old head he told me lil Jav don't get stuck my nigga just keep moving bro

I've been going through it I don't trust nobody it's been long
Someone please come save me
Hm mmm mm mm mm mmm
It's been long
I was fucked up in the head I thought I was out
Different voices in my head what they talking bout
Heard a few them say just go kill myself
Few times anxiety ran me out my house
If company coming over no they not allowed
They bring bad spirits it's hard to kick em out
So many fucking falls I just prayed about it
I was dealing with depression I was shame about it
Never thought I see myself in this position
Growing up balling I was on a mission
Was told not to put my eggs in one basket
But I thought that this ball was gone pay for my tuition
It don't matter what other people say
They don't care they will never feel your pain
I'm hoping gettin to this bag change some shit around for me but it looks like its all gone be the same

I've been going through it I don't trust nobody it's been long
Someone please come save me.
Hm mmm mm mm mm mmm
It's been long

It's been long It's been a long time since I felt like myself
Depression is real
Anxiety is real all that shit is real man
I'm Just remember we got to fight through that shit
For real