Best I've Felt In Years

Don't want the words to come out wrong
So I'll just swallow my pride
I've felt this way for far too long
Something here has died
And I'm sorry if it comes as a surprise
I'm not the bad guy if you see it through my eyes
I guess I've never been that good at goodbyes
But it's the best I've felt in years

I tried my best to make it easy
And still I take the guilt wherever I go
Now what we had lies broken
On the April snow
I guess I'd like to know that you're okay
I still care, but don't get me wrong, babe
There's not a day goes by I wish that I'd stayed
It's the best I've felt in years

For all those promises you made
The ones I hoped wouldn't last
About how you'd wait as long as I needed
You sure moved on fast
Now after so much time apart
I see we were never perfect, right from the start
Looks like he's mending your "broken heart"
And it's the best you've felt in years

And I'm sorry if I somehow made you hate me
But I did the best I could
Now I'm regretting every tear I cried for you
If I could take them back, I would
But I wanted to make sure you knew
Now that you've moved on, I'm moving on too
I'm done pretending to care about you
And it's the best I've felt in years
It's the best I've felt in years