Scarred 4 Life

They say Lil 32 don't play, he quick to give you a headstone
I start to cry, they call my phone and say my nigga gone
I don't go to funerals, rather be out tryna get my lick back
He mad about a hoe, tell him come get his bitch back

It make me sick to my stomach when I know that she let him bone
But I can't show no jealousy while I'm sittin' on top the throne
Shootin' up houses since hit a hundred, get away for police come
They first reaction to run, if they come, I just meet my fate

Why she try leave me, then try fall for him, he don't take her on dates
I'm sad with baby Draco, got him spook trippin' like he on skates
They say it's hard to leave the streets, I'm just hopin' that I escape
Don't leave the house unless I got to, by myself I know I'm straight

Knock on wood but I can merch on mann, I never jumped no gates
Car hoppin' out a Mercedes, high speed chasin', have no brakes
Cuz hit this left, then hit this right, don't wanna do it but he was dissin
Don't really wanna give him the belt but I know my girl who he missin

Maybe she lovin' him, that ain't my business, I stick to the killing
My heart been torn out of my chest, maybe that's why I'm such a villain
In good spirits, then we straight, but if I'm mad, you stay away
Like I can't tame my emotions, kill the whole world by my feelings

I know you lied to me before, want me believe the stuff you say
Put sympathy to the side, turn nochalant and bang this K
Yeah, I think I'm scarred for life
Most street niggas don't make it past 18, I don't want a wife

A thotty said she want my baby, naw girl live your life
My life been hard, only 16, I can't do this twice
Switches on they glocks, but I got a Draco, make the street boom
She walked inside of here and seen all of my shooters in the room

You never sat next to your nigga, watchin' him while he's just dying
Kizzy, I seen your momma's post on Instagram, made me cry
Said Lil 32 a gangsta, I'm a little boy in disguise
How you expect me to move on with life, my niggas in the sky

See a opp stop this car,hop out the whip, let bullets fly
They'll tell you that I achieved somethin' today, lil three two die
Seven figures in my bank account, it don't gotta come from rap
My cousin in my ear, he tellin' me you might just wanna trap

I ain't never seen too many mice ever make it off the trap
But if I do, I promise to you, I'll put my name on the map
Big T, send me a beat, start freestylin', it's bout to slap
Ah, you ain't love me, I was nobody, you see racks on my lap

Ah, you ain't love me, I was nobody, you see racks on my lap
Yeah, I think I'm scarred for life, will I make it out
Only time will tell, and if God answer my prayers
I promise that I'm gon' prevail, I ain't never heard

None bout killers goin' to heaven and not hell
Yeah, I think I'm scarred for life
Yeah, I think I'm scarred for life
I know I'm scarred for life

I know I'm scarred for life

Fuck the opps