Did It Matter?

I had a dream from out the blue you called me
Said you were sorry that you had wronged Me
Woke up to reality checked the call log
Returning back to misery my state for too long
Had you in my hands but you slipped right out
Curve to your demands tore my morals down
Looking in the mirror not recognizing who
As I'm getting clearer think I'm seeing you
Blink it's gone but I'm holding on
Already been a week but feeling twice as long
The bottom of the sea often where I be
Pull is way to strong and I'm always weak
Shackled to desire my mind is like a prison
Battles have transpired evil always risen
Shadows and demons making quite a team
Hallows stopped beaming God lost his scheme

So tell me did it matter
Did you even feel a thing
Got what you were after
Tried me on just like a ring
Had me wrapped around your finger
Tell me do I linger
In the corners of your mind
Cause you ain't ever leftmine

Seasons have passed but I'm still being haunted
My role recast wasn't what you wanted
You got a new boyfriend I'm happy for you though
Getting close to my end running out of rope
Off the edge I'm dangling hanging on the bottle
Sip by sip I'm Draining it racing to the bottom
You hardly even care I can hear you laughing
I looked but you not there scenarios imagined
Can't believe you turned on me saw you as a princess
Past is always burning me regret spreading like incense
Filling up the room only thing I breathe in
Impending sense of doom oddly is so freeing
So freeing it's so freeing

So tell me did it matter
Did you even feel a thing
Got what you were after
Tried me on just like a ring
Had me wrapped around your finger
Tell me do I linger
In the corners of your mind
Cause you ain't ever left mine