i still

And there you were
You broke my heart
And tore it apart
Did you ever for a second
Get to think of how hurtful it was
Cause a knife to my stomach
Would have felt so much better

And there I was
Thinking it's my fault
But it wasn't at all
And now i'm here all wounded and alone
In this haunting mess
I wish i could just get it all of my chest

So i started to pick up
The bracelets you gave me
Threw them away just so i could feel peace

I wonder if it also happens
To you but i guess you're still fine
Cause you just walked right through me

But don't you know i still
Imagine the palms of your hands
Running through my hair

And i still feel the cozy warmth
Of your touch, is it too much
That I wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been
If we hadn't been so lost in our heads
And i still wonder if we both had a chance then
Would you choose to do it again?

Another day goes by
All the texts I sent
You haven't replied
But all the footsteps lead me here
Standing at your front door
Maybe we're just not meant for more

I tried to say hello
Tried to act all normal
But in my head
All the pictures of us
When our friends were still calling us a couple
Keep replaying back and forth

So i picked up the memories
And stomped them with my feet
Yearning to forget all of the misery

Then i put them in a box
And locked them with a key
Threw them into the flame as a hope to be free

But don't you know i still
Imagine the palms of your hands
Running through my hair

And i still feel the cozy warmth
Of your touch, is it too much
That I wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been
If we hadn't been so lost in our heads
And i still wonder if we both had a chance then
Would you choose to do it again?

The reflections upon the kaleidoscope
You gave me
All faded into a monochrome i hated
It'd rather just scream in black or white
Just to remind me that you're no longer mine

All the pain all the sorrow have all come collected
To build myself up for another tough lesson
Guess there's nothing I can do
Except for saying i miss you

But don't you know i still
Imagine the palms of your hands
Going through my hair

And i still feel the cozy warmth
Of your touch, is it too much
That i wish you still cared?

I still imagine what our days would have been
If i hadn't been so lost in my head
And i still wonder if we both had a chance then
Would you choose to do it again?

I still imagine my hands on your chest
When you held me in you arms and told me i was the best

Yeah I, I still imagine your eyes into mine
Made me feel like 17 again

I miss you
I wish you well
I miss you
I wish you well
I miss you
I wish you well