Last Day

Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day
Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day
All my heroes dead or turned to nihilist convictions
Message in the bottle don't require them to listen
All the stories in our head been getting locked in repetition
Gotta lay it down enough until you fine with your conditions
It's a cold take in a hot place
Not above it all I just keep in my lane
I've been working hard I've been deep in my game
Barely live above the break it's the peak of my range
I've been chillin in my cave watchin shadows dance
They flicker into shapes that come from outer lands
Familiar to me from the years I could count on them
They teach everything I need I never doubted them
They bring me news
To teach me how I move
To keep me bout my rules
I pay my dues
I keep account of fools
I've been an honest dude
Can't pretend to understand the fabric of the underlying system
But I try to live a fruitful life and find a bit of wisdom
If I pass it on that's cool, if it's dumb that's fine don't listen
I've got too much on my plate to try turn you to my vision
I can never have too much my hope a limited edition
I've been spending all my time just throwing quarters out and wishing
Is it bold or inefficient?
I don't know
But it ain't your business
I don't come to your job and tell you how you should be living
I'm stooping again
Stupid shit
Uh, let me start again
Can we start again?
Can we try to start again?

Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day
Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day

Pay your way up
Still ain't impervious to freefall
Going over history most courteous to recall
To discern where we go next
Me and my amigos try not let our egos hurl us to the reef though
Still in the eye of the storm, blindfolded
It's 5 in the morning
I won't rest
Still writing my songs while i'm roaming this planet
Won't plant my damn toes yet
Look, i won't yield
But i ain't dying on no hill
Friends are pieces of the map that'll serve to help me find myself
Strive exemplifying traits representing my will
If i give up on what hurts
How am i ever to heal?
But sometimes i carve myself a spot hidden in the clouds
Each day is the last day when living in the now

Spending too much time counting every single digit
Looking through my blinds, at least I wasn't there to miss it
Caught up in the signs, you got caught up in dismissing
You was caught up all the time, I guess i couldn't catch the difference
From that worn-down stare that took the place of my face
I knew the path I was on, you took the faith out my gait
And when these soles touched the clouds after all of these years
You found the rain in my steps
I'll never walk on water
I kept my dog in the fight, it's still a doggone slaughter
You put the frost in the bite
My fight was lost in the night
But still, I'ma keep it real
These limbs steady moving when my mind keeping still
These are peaks that I made when I slide steepest hill, gotta find my own smile
Don't you touch that dial!
For what it's worth, I washed my hands when I did that dirt
So when you're looking down your barrel, know that kickback hurts

Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day
Spending too much time with a sad face
Focus on the trials and the bad faith
Pockets in my mind turned to ad space
Hope this ain't my last day

Da-da-damn, I'm lost in the saa-a-a-u-ceee