By My Side

My home, no more
I saw his face in the sky
The day he fell in love with death I fell off the chair
I started laughing
Then I cried

Feeling the pain
Feeling the pain, you create
Love and passion I gave
Feeling the pain
Feeling the pain, you create
Feel 'round my ankle a chain

Feeling the pain
Feeling the pain, you create
Love and passion I gave
Feel 'round my ankle a chain
Master and slave
Privacy's dead, I obey
My body is aching I pray
Guide is a bane
I don't care what you say
Pride is cutting my veins, you
Left 'em to drain
And now I'm falling like rain
Not feeling ok
Releasing, refilling I'm feeding the hate
Slipping, I cringe, I'm filling the space
Thrill of the chase
Trapped in this abyss, yes I got no faith
Darkness I embrace
I'm killing my memories
Ripping my pace
Fire in the basement
Maze, I can't locate
Moon I can't relate
Love, I can't relate
Sun, I can't relate

By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side

I stare at my hands
I swallow my sins
I don't understand
What the world wants from me, I'm a man
Not yet a dad

So you wanna relax
Forgetting your vows?
I remember the waves
And the smell of the cows

Aquarium's water, a promise you made
Thirsty and greedy, I'm thinking aloud
Fuck that

Material things, there was no contact
All I needed was the abstract
Self-esteem I couldn't react
Jeopardising facts

I'm just too old
Outside the zone
They on my back
Counting the dough
I cannot trap
My soul in the wall
Giants confined
My head in the hole

I'll rest when I'm dead, you know
So irrational
Medals, marbles, mold
I'm a connoisseur

Animals are drinking
White powder they sniffing
Fears are spheres, they spinning
Wandering everywhere, picking

Fuck this bitch, she tricky
Passion, you should quit it
Don't react, just hit him
You'll need to admit it
Vomit on the floor, gonna pierce the ceiling

Now you know I'm not kidding
I'm frozen you can't feel my laughs
Your energies are bad, I'm leaving

That's the dream that I have
Counting seconds, every hour
Cold wind blows
Motherfucker
I still tell em that I'm fine
There's no fucking reason
To pretend, we all are dying

Tell me why, I act like that
I didn't mean, to hit you Dad
I was mad, I was mad
I was mad, I was mad

Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side

So egotistical
Fuck this shit, she so mystical
That's my prime, I need to work
Release it, go
Diamonds shine, I need to beat the foe
While I reach the note
Hey
Bitches they already know
They got plastic noses
I know the world
We all, we don't
We all, we know, yeah

But I can't change my mind right now
Yes, I'm feeling so sad
But I can't change my mind right now
Yes, I'm bad

Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
Hey
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side
By my side
Wish you were here
By my side
By my side