Nightmare Theatre

I was at the base
Smokin' away
Blood is on the way
Cover your face, mm
Come another day
Come through the maze
Just another fade
Give me my praise, mm
Ridin' round the city that was cool to me
I was in the struggle that was true to me
They used to love me more but now they're booin' me
Maybe I should tell em what it do to me
It hurts
I'm lost still
I'm a man
I'm a different man
On the verge
I'm alive still
Understand
That you won't understand
I was at the base choppin' down a half O
Brudda did the same now his wrist and neck frozen
Had to take a break and make a play like Derrick rose
Keep a lock in hand I don't get a bag stolen
I bet you feel stupid
200 pounds and I'm tatted up
Got me some money I add it up
Best thing I did in my life was to let you abandon us
(Abandon us)
I wasn't right to abuse it I fucked up I'm man enough
But that's enough
I went through it bad enough
Think at this point I have had enough
Memories fade and I'm makin' some new ones
I got to I'm on the way up, uh
28 years I'm a veteran
Still I'm a gentleman shamin' them sluts (shamin' em)
They want me dead cause this money I'm making
Is puttin' them down on they luck, uh
Truthfully I wasn't scared
And I still don't fear nothing I don't give a - (Fuuuck)
Push me
I give a fuck if you push me
I know a shooter he cries every night bet you call the man dem a pussy
Fuck you
Fuck me?
Fuck all these midnight decisions
I pray a lot but wherever these prayers are going
Know no one is listenin'
Fix up
Fix up
I had to tell her to fix up
I don't miss her but I miss us
And I miss being in love I had big trust
Big cuts
Dig guts
15 bands when I woke up
Heyyy
Everybody wanna let go when it's time for a demon to play
Get the T in your face
Ridin' round the city that was cool to me
I was in the struggle that was true to me
They used to love me more but now they're booin' me
Maybe I should tell em what it do to me
It hurts
I'm lost still
I'm a man
I'm a different man
On the verge
I'm alive still
Understand
That you won't understand
It's okay if it's on me
Cause it's on me, like always
And it's okay if I don't say
That it's not me, cause it probably is



Credits
Writer(s): Arthur Guilhem, Joseph Morales
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