Im Not as Alone as You Think
I travel in circles I'm writing these poems and lyrics
I feel like I'm lost
Been too long it's taking tolls on me mentally
Wonder what did it all cost
Maybe I should take a break
Maybe a getaway to clear the fog
Whenever I feel afraid I like to go to a place that will keep me safe
Not give me demons or harm
My mind is ticking
It's so persistent
I wrestle all of my thoughts
My mind is twisted
I'm full on grippin
The monster claws at the walls yeah
I might be caught in the deep end
I might be swimming too far
Just know that I've always been swimming with sharks
And know that I've always had friends in the dark
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm livin my nightmares
I'm tryna be hopeful that one day they'll go
So where can you find me?
I'm lost in a dream, and I'm lost in its hold
Cause I have been searching for my own way out
No doors and no exits I'm looking around
I'm in the rough water now
In the deep finding out
I'm swimming but there is just nowhere to go
I swim in the current to my own a peril
My mind can wonder and sometimes get feral
The baggage I'm holding is never so shallow
I'm swimming in waters too deep
My mind is a shootout between me and me
Cause all of my demons are packing in heat
And no I ain't running when something is coming
When something is after my soul no
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
Lookin at all bad weather ahead
Traveled a path I was misled
Now filled with voices inside of my head
They giving me stress
I'm on my last leg
I'm counting my steps
But know I will press
I'll give it my all
And give it my best
So just take a note
That when I'm provoked
I'm rocking the boat
Ill go for the throat
I got nothing left I can lose
Watch me go all out I fill out these boots
Fuck it and fuck you if you don't think I can make it
Yeah this is the road that I choose
I wash in my sins now I'm bathing in red
I didn't expect these disguises these monsters
Were hiding right under my bed
They ended up demons I thought they were friends
So now I know that I'm raised by the monsters and demons
That live in the shadows and live in the deep
Raised by the darkness and born in the heat
Part of the pack of the wolves and the beasts
Travel this journey and swim out with me
Find all the monsters that live in the sea
Find in the dark all the friends that you seek
I feel like I'm lost
Been too long it's taking tolls on me mentally
Wonder what did it all cost
Maybe I should take a break
Maybe a getaway to clear the fog
Whenever I feel afraid I like to go to a place that will keep me safe
Not give me demons or harm
My mind is ticking
It's so persistent
I wrestle all of my thoughts
My mind is twisted
I'm full on grippin
The monster claws at the walls yeah
I might be caught in the deep end
I might be swimming too far
Just know that I've always been swimming with sharks
And know that I've always had friends in the dark
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm livin my nightmares
I'm tryna be hopeful that one day they'll go
So where can you find me?
I'm lost in a dream, and I'm lost in its hold
Cause I have been searching for my own way out
No doors and no exits I'm looking around
I'm in the rough water now
In the deep finding out
I'm swimming but there is just nowhere to go
I swim in the current to my own a peril
My mind can wonder and sometimes get feral
The baggage I'm holding is never so shallow
I'm swimming in waters too deep
My mind is a shootout between me and me
Cause all of my demons are packing in heat
And no I ain't running when something is coming
When something is after my soul no
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
I'm not as alone as you think
My world is filled with the darkest things
Lookin at all bad weather ahead
Traveled a path I was misled
Now filled with voices inside of my head
They giving me stress
I'm on my last leg
I'm counting my steps
But know I will press
I'll give it my all
And give it my best
So just take a note
That when I'm provoked
I'm rocking the boat
Ill go for the throat
I got nothing left I can lose
Watch me go all out I fill out these boots
Fuck it and fuck you if you don't think I can make it
Yeah this is the road that I choose
I wash in my sins now I'm bathing in red
I didn't expect these disguises these monsters
Were hiding right under my bed
They ended up demons I thought they were friends
So now I know that I'm raised by the monsters and demons
That live in the shadows and live in the deep
Raised by the darkness and born in the heat
Part of the pack of the wolves and the beasts
Travel this journey and swim out with me
Find all the monsters that live in the sea
Find in the dark all the friends that you seek
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Writer(s): Timothy Goddard
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